I can remember a time when,
Almost everything made sense to me.
Everything was simple,
Everyone was nice.
But something changed,
And not for the better.
Things looked darker,
And people became mean.
Looking back,
It all seemed so silly.
That what we once loved,
Was a shelter for things to come.
There are so many things,
that could be better left unsaid.
But who knew,
that this is how we would end up?
I bet you moved on,
and I know I'm left behind.
Did you know,
that it's pretty dark where I am?
I didn't want us to end this way,
and I still want you.
That warning label,
said I should die after drinking your poison.
But here I am alone,
and you're gone so far away.
Standing all alone,
left behind with a trail of dust you left.
You broke your promise,
you said you'd never leave me.
It was the start of the weekend. Itsuki had planned to sleep in, that Saturday morning, even though he knew his father Kiryu wanted him and his twin Mutsuki to go shopping with him. Itsuki, didn't want this to be the start of his weekend. He felt that he deserved to spend it the way he wanted to.
Mutsuki went in to his bedroom that he shared with his twin. He noticed Itsuki still sleeping. He shook him gently to try and wake him.
"Itsuki? Do you plan on sleeping all day or what? Dad is waiting for us downstairs, hurry up and get ready!"
Itsuki opened one eye and looked at his brother. "I don't feel well today." He s
Gabriel x Nate Broken Promises by Davey-Kun, literature
Literature
Gabriel x Nate Broken Promises
Gabriel woke that morning, hot and sweaty, and mostly in a panic. He rushed out of his bed, and with out word to anyone he ran to the hospital. Was it just another dream? Did someone really die the previous day? Thoughts like these raced through his mind. He didn't want to think about them too much. He wanted to make it to the hospital, just to witness it with his own eyes. When he made it to the hospital, he flew down the halls passing right by everyone that questioned him being there. He stood infront of his brother's room and slowly opened the door. He stepped inside and peered around. His brother was there, nothing changed. But Nate? Wher
Beep. Beep. Beep. The alarm clock rang loudly. The boy stirred in his bed, and slowly opened his eyes in disgust at the annoying beeping. He raised his arm and smacked the alarm clock until it finally stopped. He got out of his bed, and walked to the window. He pushed aside the curtains and looked outside. It was cloudy and pouring rain. Another wonderful day, he thought and sighed to himself. Not soon after he closed the blinds and went to the dresser. He gathered his clothes, and left his room for the bathroom. After shutting and locking the door, he went to the shower and turned the hot water on. He stripped his clothes off and entered. He
I just don't understand,
No, I don't get this at all.
I'm falling to pieces,
And no one seems to care.
Just take a broom,
And brush me aside.
I'm used to this,
It's been my life.
I tried so much,
But I guess I'm stopping.
No one seems to listen,
No one seems to care.
So I won't try anymore.
I'll go off on my own.
There is no need for you,
Or anyone at all.
Next time you question,
I won't be around.
Not a single trace,
No where to be found.
I've had it with you,
Like you've had it with me.
Not a child anymore,
I'm all grown up now.
Have you ever felt lower than low?
Have you ever thought do they even care?
Have you smiled but deep down you wanted to cry?
Have you ever tried so much, but got nothing in return?
I have felt these things.
I have let them hurt me, though I tried not to.
I have tried to be brave, when things got tough.
I have tried...
But that's all I can say.
That's all that matters.
I have tried.
To become a better person than you ever will be.
That's all I ever wanted.
To be better than you.
Even though I thought I failed.
You showed me, that I haven't.
I have always been better than you,
I don't know why I didn't see that before.
I
I can remember a time when,
Almost everything made sense to me.
Everything was simple,
Everyone was nice.
But something changed,
And not for the better.
Things looked darker,
And people became mean.
Looking back,
It all seemed so silly.
That what we once loved,
Was a shelter for things to come.
There are so many things,
that could be better left unsaid.
But who knew,
that this is how we would end up?
I bet you moved on,
and I know I'm left behind.
Did you know,
that it's pretty dark where I am?
I didn't want us to end this way,
and I still want you.
That warning label,
said I should die after drinking your poison.
But here I am alone,
and you're gone so far away.
Standing all alone,
left behind with a trail of dust you left.
You broke your promise,
you said you'd never leave me.
It was the start of the weekend. Itsuki had planned to sleep in, that Saturday morning, even though he knew his father Kiryu wanted him and his twin Mutsuki to go shopping with him. Itsuki, didn't want this to be the start of his weekend. He felt that he deserved to spend it the way he wanted to.
Mutsuki went in to his bedroom that he shared with his twin. He noticed Itsuki still sleeping. He shook him gently to try and wake him.
"Itsuki? Do you plan on sleeping all day or what? Dad is waiting for us downstairs, hurry up and get ready!"
Itsuki opened one eye and looked at his brother. "I don't feel well today." He s
Gabriel x Nate Broken Promises by Davey-Kun, literature
Literature
Gabriel x Nate Broken Promises
Gabriel woke that morning, hot and sweaty, and mostly in a panic. He rushed out of his bed, and with out word to anyone he ran to the hospital. Was it just another dream? Did someone really die the previous day? Thoughts like these raced through his mind. He didn't want to think about them too much. He wanted to make it to the hospital, just to witness it with his own eyes. When he made it to the hospital, he flew down the halls passing right by everyone that questioned him being there. He stood infront of his brother's room and slowly opened the door. He stepped inside and peered around. His brother was there, nothing changed. But Nate? Wher
Beep. Beep. Beep. The alarm clock rang loudly. The boy stirred in his bed, and slowly opened his eyes in disgust at the annoying beeping. He raised his arm and smacked the alarm clock until it finally stopped. He got out of his bed, and walked to the window. He pushed aside the curtains and looked outside. It was cloudy and pouring rain. Another wonderful day, he thought and sighed to himself. Not soon after he closed the blinds and went to the dresser. He gathered his clothes, and left his room for the bathroom. After shutting and locking the door, he went to the shower and turned the hot water on. He stripped his clothes off and entered. He
I just don't understand,
No, I don't get this at all.
I'm falling to pieces,
And no one seems to care.
Just take a broom,
And brush me aside.
I'm used to this,
It's been my life.
I tried so much,
But I guess I'm stopping.
No one seems to listen,
No one seems to care.
So I won't try anymore.
I'll go off on my own.
There is no need for you,
Or anyone at all.
Next time you question,
I won't be around.
Not a single trace,
No where to be found.
I've had it with you,
Like you've had it with me.
Not a child anymore,
I'm all grown up now.
Have you ever felt lower than low?
Have you ever thought do they even care?
Have you smiled but deep down you wanted to cry?
Have you ever tried so much, but got nothing in return?
I have felt these things.
I have let them hurt me, though I tried not to.
I have tried to be brave, when things got tough.
I have tried...
But that's all I can say.
That's all that matters.
I have tried.
To become a better person than you ever will be.
That's all I ever wanted.
To be better than you.
Even though I thought I failed.
You showed me, that I haven't.
I have always been better than you,
I don't know why I didn't see that before.
I
Itsuki Mutsuki - My Immortal by Davey-Kun, literature
Literature
Itsuki Mutsuki - My Immortal
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Itsuki sat on the couch alone. His father, Manami, was in the
kitchen cooking dinner for the night. His other father, Kiryu,
and his twin, Mutsuki, were out together. Itsuki had overslept,
and missed his chance to get out of the house. But then again,
that's what he gets for staying up all night watching movies of
senseless violence, and ninja butt kicking fun. He yawned and
started flipping the channels on the television. That's when the
telephone started ringing.
"I'll get it." Manami said in his normal
I remember when you found out,
How your world stopped to exist.
When you cried at night,
Thinking you were alone.
You wanted to hate me,
But you knew you couldn't.
What good would it do,
Hating someone who's dead.
Life got so hard,
Pressure took me down.
One little knife,
Not even a frown.
You think that I left you,
But that's not really true.
I will aways be with you,
As long as you live on.
I'll stay forever,
In your heart.
Memories of the past,
Will never leave you,
Unless you stop remembering.
So as long as you remember me,
Forever I will be,
With you.
I do things. You look at things. Sometimes you like the things I do. Awesome.
Current Residence: New Hampshire Favourite genre of music: Pop, rock, emo, techno Operating System: Windows Wallpaper of choice: Current: Mio and Mayu from Fatal Frame 2 Personal Quote: And if one day I actually start to matter, please let me know </3
Favourite Movies
The Reaping + When A Stranger Calls
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
The Used & My Chemical Romance & All Time Low
Favourite Games
Fatal Frame 2, Resident Evil Series, Wild Arms Series, Tales Games Series
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So...
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